i was thinking of SEMAj::..

You never know what God has in store for your life
You never know when the things you want will come to you-
Or when the things you think you need will leave you.

I thought that after all I’ve been through that God had kind of forgotten about some of the things that I thought I needed…
But it was him that I needed.
Not a person, not a certain thing or an emotion fulfilled. Just him, simply G.O.D
And when I began to focus on him he began to reveal the real me
And I began to see some things that I had never seen before.
I began to explore different areas, changed some views, and upgraded some mindsets here and there.

All the while I was doing these things I had always thought of you, remembered you in my thoughts, behind the scene you remained in my heart…
Since the day we met a connection (to me) was made
I’ve had a crave to know more of this “you” a desire to know the ends and outs of what you’re about and even still I remained low key

Tried to make it seem that you aren’t a priority but u are… (kind of)

It’s like once you feel you’ve obtained something real you don’t want that feeling to go…
Lord knows there have been times when I felt I’d never hug again, kiss again… love again
And just to know that you are my friend is enough for me to maintain…

And even if you were to leave me alone, place me out of your life…
You’d still dwell in my heart- as u did when I met you,

Yea I thought there was something real from the start.

Wow. Blushing...
T. S. Thorpe ©