Why read on...

Why read on... hum
i believe that writing is a form of healing... healing healing healing... healing and revealing things, and uncovering facts and ideas about myself.
i love my self, learning how to better respect myself... constantly renewing myself...
i write until i feel i have nothing left... and thats when i give it to u... just for u to read... and hopefully it helps you-
because writing is therapy...
relax, read, revive, renew...'stay true to urself...

with love::..

Saturday, March 7, 2009

You grow up with them telling you that you will push them away if you say this or that
Me, I just want to speak my mind, say what I want to say…
You know, how little girls play… wishing of princesses and pink colored ponies, thinking of living in a world where only they can describe what their mind is creating
Here I stand hating on the endless opportunities that little girls have to dream. They still get to think about everything and say all the things that come to their minds without anything being taking seriously, or being told too farfetched or too advanced…
No one stops a little girl from dreaming…
I want to dream- but I’m not a little girl anymore- but I feel that you think I am, and if that is the case why do you even entertain me, keep me around to laugh with, talk with, chill with…
I want to think about my future in a way that helps me to appreciate my present and see where the dots will connect…
What’s wrong with trying to see the picture before the lines are drawn? After all, people have to have a vision in order to act on one.
If I didn’t think there would be an us, could be an us, maybe even a legal us, I would have NEVER put forth the trust in you- never would have gave you the time of day or a chance to even touch my hand. Time is precious- and I don’t want to waste it on you or with you if there is no future that we are trying to get to…
To be continued