& of course... Maybe Love awaits me at a place I have never been..
a place I have never envisioned... never seen myself going...

never never land is probably where my man resides--

--because that place does not exist...

What is my sole desire..?


There is a list of course...

but i dare not share it with the world...
not just yet.

its not wrong-- until you ask if its right..
sometimes you have to look at things from the ]outside[ to understand your worth to the [inside]..
everybody wants to know more about a person than that person knows about themselves... that alone drives me crazy..
we all have a life to live & we should all focus on that fact alone-

This is why I write-
I'm always left feeling like this...
I don't know how & I don't know why- but honestly I don't like it
Feeling like i am on the outside of an inside group feels worse than being in no group at all...
Im not made for a group...
Everyone says im too different- too eccentric... & WHY?

D I V E R S I T Y is great..