to hold u again

Oh wat i wud give to give u a kiss
or just to say hello
look you in your eyes and tell you how i feel u know
ive held so much in, time and time again
trying to figure out where i stand in your eyes
i never thought it would come to this or that I would actually miss you.
in my mind i try to figure out where i went wrong
how things still fell apart even though i thought our love was strong
i guess i was wrong
i thought that maybe you werent feeling me but i forgot to give u the ok
never wanted you to stay
if u didnt love me, or need me...ive always wanted you to be happy but i guess you never believed me
truth is i wished you would have fell in love with someone else, so it would be easy for me to get over u
but because you leave things so open ended its hard to condense these feelings i feel for u
always felt for u
ur like or were like a dream come true
and oh what i would give to hold u again
wrap u in my arms, keep u from all harm
and them maybe
u never wuda died
and a tear would never had fell from my eyes