Tru Talk ..::

& u thought i didn’t notice when you stopped saying it
I never really understood why—
Never really tried though
Never really was my prerogative
Especially if u weren’t going to try; though i missed it
And how used to say it
Sneak up from behind me, lay ur hands on me and whisper it
Gently in my ears like you had some form of game
Looking back at it it was lame
But cute
And the same way u used to look at me and tell me i would look at u and tell u the same thing with my eyes...
Hypnotized by what you had me feeling inside
No disguise for emotion
Emotional rollercoaster—free ride
I tried to hide the fact that i was sad
But in the inside i can now admit that im glad things happened as they did
I was such a kid—at heart
Making big kid decisions
Still not fully grown
Still growing up—
But i remember when u stopped showing up
Stopped calling and stepping up to the plate
Never thought to mediate the situation
I guess it was a risk u weren’t fond of taken
But its cool
Never would have found love if u hadn’t moved out of my way
Yep- i can say it now—looking back at how far I’ve come...
That’s the only way i know im getting somewhere.
Thanks for never meaning it when u said u loved me, bc if u woulda meant it—i woulda believed it
& I woulda never been as happy as I am now when I hear it from him... skip YOU

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