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without you i've learned to trust myself
when all else fails because there is nothing left
I gave to u my all my everything
as bad as it seems
advantage... taken of
me-
u think i used you- you think its true too...
but u werent.
u werent tru to me
never provided me with what i needed..
which was for u to accept me-
and all the things i had to offer... all the things i wanted to share
as if you didnt care
u shuda at least pretended to care
to be there..
for me-
i thought u cared for me in ways soooo unxplainable...
or was it unexplainable because there wasnt any thing to explain

you obtained all of me...
you heard me but never listened
you kissed me...but never passion
the thoughts of us having fun together laughin... enjoying each others company..
dead.
you were laughing at me, and how deep i had falling for
u
i allowed you to replace me
i became what u wanted me to be, needed me to be...
all the while u were maintaining u, meanwhile erasing me...
and yes...
it was u
u took the rain and made it pour, instead of chasing the cloudy days away...
i mean what else do i say?

u used me to complete the man that u are today
without me u wud never be who u are today
i invested n u... every single day-
that we were together...
but then again, maybe we werent...
i just wanted us to be...

© T. S. Thorpe 2008