Why read on...

Why read on... hum
i believe that writing is a form of healing... healing healing healing... healing and revealing things, and uncovering facts and ideas about myself.
i love my self, learning how to better respect myself... constantly renewing myself...
i write until i feel i have nothing left... and thats when i give it to u... just for u to read... and hopefully it helps you-
because writing is therapy...
relax, read, revive, renew...'stay true to urself...

with love::..

Friday, November 28, 2008

reflections...

I am honestly just sitting here doing personal reflections about general things, all the way up to the more complex things such as life; my life. What do I want from it? What do I want to gain? The time is now for all the games and bull to stop… it’s time for a new animal to emerge… the cheetah. The cheetah that runs the race of life with no turning back. The cheetah with the ability to blend in or stand out. It stands up (like me) for what it stands for… In my case it’s much harder to define those things… but I’m not afraid too. They say after all if you don’t stand for anything you will fall for everything… and I guess that’s true… but what happens when u stand for the wrong thing… don’t you still fail?

It’s so unfortunate how people value materialistic things over the amazing breath of life God has breathed into each of us… I don’t. I don’t value materialistic things over any other thing. But I will admit that sometimes it is hard to value God over all things… BUT I try. I can honestly say I try. And when I fail “we fall down but we get up…”

So over the years I have fallen… fallen to what I thought was the ground but the surface acted as a trampoline and bounced me back up… and the harder I fell down, the higher I came back up… so for people who slay me I WILL TRUST HIM… ;) it feels good to know that there is hope for me and my future…

I guess we will talk about that next time…
Torey Shanay

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