wow

It was to u
An earthquake of mass emotions
Hurrying up and engulfing
Me
And all that surrounded me, feeding me and feeding off of
And nowI’m free
Where I thought I belonged
Instead I faced the feelings of an unwanted child at its own home
So afraid of what people assume of me
Instead of owning up to the person I want to be
Lust escaped me and in turn u left me
Assuming my character and in some ways demeaning me
I trusted u like no other
Thinking to myself that we were like brothers and no other-
Thoughts or feelings were connected or shared between us
But slowly your true intentions crept out and strangled me
And then began my quest to be free from a romantic bondage
U held me in
Held me close
Trusted me…
Or so I thought.
But I guess it wasn’t enough
Because as soon as I began to fall
Ur uncertain nature began to call
My name
There was nothing for u to explain
Not even the shame I felt
Or the pain I felt
When u dismissed me
The same person that allowed u to kiss me…
Even when I wasn’t feeling you like that…
It hurt but I thought no going
I cant go back
Wont go back
To u…
you’re not my buddy anymore.